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There's someone that also needs your help. If you don't want to commission me, I understand. But if you have a couple bucks. Please consider helping out he needs a lot of help raising money for a bone marrow transplant Bone Marrow TransplantSo... Yesterday I got a confirmed time for when I'll be going up for a bone marrow transplant, and it'll be incredibly stressing...
It's a 3 month long treatment with a 1-5 month recovery time, and during it, I won't have any immune system at all, so I'll be very prone to infection among other things... And, afterwards, I'll have someone elses' immune system and blood, rather than my own... 
It's also a very harsh treatment, and the doctors say that most people who go through it can't even force themselves to move or eat due to the pain the chemicals themselves put them in, aswell as only having a 75% chance of survival. I will be trying to make those chances, no matter what x3
The main issue here though, is my mother will need to quit her job to come up with me as my support, to take care of me when I don't even have the strength to talk.. And, even though my grandpa is coming over here to take care of the pets and my brother, we won't have much money to keep the house and such w. That right there tells how important he needs our help.

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Health wise, I'm getting worse. I'm starting to start feeling pain go down my legs, Yeah not a good sign. Worse is that I can't even go to the doctors about it. No job, no insurance, no money to see them. Last time I did it cost me over $100 just to see her for 5 min. Seriously, and those 5 min were of her telling me that she can't help for such a lame reason, I think I said it in a previous journal. And of course with family drama *which I will save you from telling you all about it* and having to still do everything... I'm really getting to a breaking point. I know there are people that say we can talk on IM and stuff. But, like I said before, I don't have time to chat, and when I do.... I'm just in soo much pain I can't type a single word. If anyone knows what I'm talking about. I"m soo sorry you have ever felt that way. Now I don't want people to feel sorry for me. I don't want people to do pieces for me. Like I've asked since I started working on my art, to today, I only ask for one thing. Comments. And not just 2 word comments. If you see something you like. Tell me. If you don't see something you like, critique me. Don't be afraid. Just be courteous and treat me like you do for everyone else. Trust me, it really rarely happens.
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